I feel happy whenever I am with her. She and I have been in love for a lot of years already. We have gone through a lot of trials that tested how we feel about each other. It took some guts before I was able to tell her how I think of her. It also took a few more months before we finally decided that we will give our relationship a try.
Years have passed, and I still like the fact that she stares at me without getting awkward. I also like the fact that I can hold her hand whenever I want to. Indeed, being with her makes me happy. I pray that others will also experience this because it is not often that this can happen to people.
My crush and I have always been awkward with each other. There are instances when we would try to talk, but I will catch him move his eyes away in a fast manner so that we can avoid looking at each other. I think this is because of the awkwardness that we feel although I am a bit confused by this.
We are friends, but I somehow believe that there is something different about our friendship as compared to my friendship with other people. Only time will tell if he would start to stare at me for more extended periods or if he would continue to avoid my eyes whenever I try to look at him while talking to him.